I Wish I Could Erase </3Look what they're doin' to me,
trying trip me up,
tryin to wear me down,
Julie I swear it's so hard to bear,
and I'd never make it throught without you around..."
~Hey Julie - Fountain of Wayne"...Heed my warning my darling,
Dont let the twilight drown,
Feel the shoreline thriving,
Turn around, Turn around, Turn around..."
~Strawberry Waltz - Meg and Dia (favorite song!)"...Painted skies.
I've seen so many that cannot compare,
To your ocean eyes.
The pictures you took
That cover your room,
And it was just like the sun
But more like the moon.
A light that can reach it all.
So now I'm branded for taking the fall.
Ohh...
So when you say forever,
Can't you see you've already captured me..."
~The Sun and the Moon - Mae (other fav song 
)Yea, in a weird mood. Just watched spider-man go emo and badass back to nerdy and hippie. That was entertaining as fuck...yep
"When life gives you lemons, you make lemons. But what is life gives you crap? Do you make crapponade?"
I think I heard that one from fallenstar7.....this is exactly how I feel right now. Not only am I trapped in this forsaken dungeoun, I'm losing things dear to me, (and when I say everything, I mean it) by the second and I am not telling a single soul. Not that anyone cares anyway right?!?!?!?!? (shaky laughter) Life pretty much sucks and I'm practically about to keel over and die. Fun right? NOT
Everyone is talking to me about my cutting. I hate it. It's like...HELLO!?!?!?! I'M DONE! DO I GET ANY CREDIT FOR THAT?!?!!!!??!?!? Or do I constantly have to be reminded I'm a dumbass who is ungrateful and dumb. Just dumb. Unintelligent and a failure. It's like...Yea! I get it! You have made your point perfectly clear, now would you leave me the fuck alone?!
My aunt "talked" to me this morning and was like "if you ever need anyone to talk to, Im here for you!!!!"
She shouldve been there when I needed that sorta help. I need it now to, but I dont want it from her. Ugh I shouldn't say that. I was actually really grateful she cared. I didnt think she did.
I wish I could erase all of the scars
Ugh I feel dumb and like I'm talking to much...which I am. Forgive me.
Summer sucks. Just to put that out there. Nothing exciting is happening. Things are getting worse. I thought this summer was going to be fantastic but no, it turns out horrible. Joy. Killjoy. No joy.
I feel so repetitive cause I say this every entry. Everyone who reads is probably like "I'm tired of your shit! Go away!"
Yea I know. You can just say it. It doesn't bother me.
I want icecream.....I'm gonna go get some........
Back. Yum. It is yummy and full of self-gratification. Yay
You know what I hate? When people who have no problems act like they have the worst problems in the world. I feel like saying, get over yourself! It is really annoying. This person right next to me in doing that and its pissing me off more than anything. I wanna say SHUT UP but then it wouldnt turn out good cause her ego is the size of Godzilla, or bigger.
That kid, P is talking to me again. And so is the other one. It's depressing neither relationship is gonna get anywhere beyond friends. But oh well right? At least they dont hate me. But then again, I want a boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, I'm rambling on when I'm supposed to be helping my dad pack. Ugh. No one can do anything around here by themselves.
Thanks for listening, if you bothered to read.
Cya </3
Depressed
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"Do you like my stupid hair? You can guess, I don't know what to wear. You make me nervous so I really can't eat.
I dread the thought of our very first kiss. A target that I'm probably gonna miss."
-First Date by Blink 182
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"...A frenzied passion for art is a canker that devours everything else..." -Charles Baudelaire
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"Do you like my stupid hair? You can guess, I don't know what to wear. You make me nervous so I really can't eat.
I dread the thought of our very first kiss. A target that I'm probably gonna miss."
-First Date by Blink 182
Hope you dont mind but i featured you here,
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if you dont wish to be in this feature, lemmie kno, and I'll take you out,
Have an awsome day!
Pyros~ 0x0x0
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If I was your vampire...
Fight the future F*ck the past!
0x0x CANDY!!
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"...A frenzied passion for art is a canker that devours everything else..." -Charles Baudelaire
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If I was your vampire...
Fight the future F*ck the past!
0x0x CANDY!!
--
"...A frenzied passion for art is a canker that devours everything else..." -Charles Baudelaire
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"...A frenzied passion for art is a canker that devours everything else..." -Charles Baudelaire
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